Junk of the heart: 2012-04-29

2012/05/04

Sometimes
I just can't understand certain people.

If your best friend would betray you, for the second time, would you still act like everythings okay?
I wouldn't.
It's also 'bout some other friends and no one treats them this way! How can somebody be so wrong and HOW could I be so blind? I'm hoping that someday I'll take the chance and just tell him everything I ever wanted him to know...

So mad at him. Slowly he's going to lose his old friends.

If theres any song in the world which really reflects my feelings (not for the first time ;))... it's "Freaking me out" by Simple Plan and Alex Gaskarth. And that isn't a lovesong. Awesome.

What the hell’s going on

Have you gone undercover?
You were here, now you’re not
Been replaced by another
'cause it’s still your face
But there’s something strange
Not the one I remember
Can you please explain
Did they wipe your brain?
Is this gonna be forever?

(...)

Who the hell are you
Freaking me out, freaking me out
And now everything you say, everything you do
Is freaking me out, freaking me out (You freaking me out)
So why’d you play your games
Who’re you trying to fool?
Freaking me out, freaking me out
And I swear I thought I knew you
But all that was yesterday
And now you turn it around, what’s that about?
'cause you’re freaking me out, freaking me out

2012/05/02

					What long hair causes :3

Today I remembered of myself two years ago. And oh man. Which music I was listening to? But hey, it was getting better - wasn't this mainstream shit. Somehow it makes me kinda sad..or at least happy? Don't know. It's just bringing up memories... Memories.. Right.

On 2. May 2010 my class level made a one-week-trip to Prin, Chiemsee. The main attraction was sailing. Months ago we were learning how to do all that knots. Wasn't sooo complicated ;-)
The time was really nice. The boys and girls were sleeping in two different houses. The girls' rooms were named after places in Bavaria. Together with my current best friends Chloé, Camilla and Sarah, I was in room >Würzburg<.

The first day we should devide us into little groups with which we would go on a sailboat. Derya (She moved to Berlin gnaaaa miss her <3), Chloé, Sabrina, Natalie and me were getting a boat with the latest sail. So we were convinced that we would win the regatta that took place the penultimate day. Everyday we were like "Our boat's the best, we'll win, you'll be the biggest loosers!" I shall return to this :P

Although the food was.. terrible, we had the biggest fun while eating. On each table stood a small bucket for the eat leftovers. The guys I was sitting with and me overcrowded them. The best part was that my former crush was sitting right in front of me ;D Ohh guess how long I was fallen for him- still nothing came out of us (I realized that this isn't bad. In contrary :)). "He's not lovely, he's not lovely, no no no..." helped me really ;-) I should stop talking about him. BUT this is important: At the regatta >his boat< touched ours, so both of us were disqualified. Chloé and me acted as if we were mad at them but otherwise we would've lost lol. Best and fastest boat, yeah yeah. By the way, it was called >Poseidon<. The boys' boat was cute :3 so small haha :3

One day it was too windy, so the small boats couldn't sail. Therefor we went to Prinavera, an adventure pool in the city. Most of the time I was sitting with some friends in the steam grotto. I looove steam grottos :D.

I would like to write down EVERYTHING but it's really too too too much -> I'm too lazy, it's late - I want to sleep ... The next few days I'll probably continue...maybe..Or next year ;-)

Night :*